Friday, December 22, 2006

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There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested, that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested, that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist. Somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief... and beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

That is all

Monday, December 18, 2006

It's Beginning To Feel A Lot Like Spring Time

ok so the lack of snow and cold weather is beginning to really get to me. i just want some snow to jump in and throw at people..... yes i am 10 years old. i just cant get into the christmas spirit without cold weather and snow, no matter how many christmas songs i listen to. anyway..........

I talked with sara last night and i loved it. we havent been able to talk nearly as much as we did last year and understandably so being that we are both so busy we ask eachother to kill us, but never the less, it was nice and we didnt talk about anythign important either, well not important to anyone besides us really. i guess i just miss the old days and how easy everything was last year. by no means am i saying we dont talk now, but its just not as regular and idk i guess i just missed that.

I applied for a job with american eagle yesterday and they said they would give me a call either today or tomorrow...... nothing as of 3pm today. i doubt they wil hire me being that i can only work like two weeks while im back, but i told them i was going to work in the summer too, so well see. if i dont get the job now im deff going back come may for a job.

Why do i really need to get the job now you ask? Well lets go through my debts as of 3pm today:
2 tickets for "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" for my moms christmas gift- $216
2 tickets for "Awesome 80's Prom" for my sisters b-day/christmas gift- $120
1 fuel injector hose and window regulator-manual labor since im doing it myself- $515
total amount owed to my parents as of 3pm today since i have $140 in my bank: $851

Here are the possible jobs i can get:
2 days breaking my back helping my uncle unpack his crap into his new house before christmas- $200-300
lets say 4 days working at American Eagle (assuming i get a job now)- $171.60- taxes
check for working at school- $90.40- taxes
total amount i can make before breaks over:462-562 taking out whatever taxes there may be
so essentially i am only goint to be able to pay for the car stuff while im home if i get any money at all.......... oh this is why i love coming home, extra expenses and a bitching sister

Whatever, I am going to see four boradway shows in the span of two weeks, so bad times can suck my balls. Im going to go see the Producers on the 22nd, Grinch on the 30th, Avenue Q on the 4th, and RENT on the 6th. this will be like a broadway overload for me being that i saw my first broadway show ever, The Wedding Singer, only like a week ago.

Updates were few and far inbetween, but since im at home and only have my RA binder to work on here, it looks like there will be plenty of time for posts.

Later Dayz