Grow Some Balls

This post is meant to offend, because maybe then people will step up act mature and actually settle shit without going behind eachothers backs and trying to hide shit.

Grow up.... we aren't in second grade anymore you have issues with someone say it. I love how especially in the Masque when you go to handle shit you get stopped and told "that's not how we do it here" Okay, so what do you do? You run around and talk shit on eachother behind their backs to your firends and it eventually drags about 6 more people in. This almost always leads to fights between those who know and more shit piles up.

Don't do shit if you don't want to back it up..... We all make dumb moves, but at least own up to it. Don't try to send people on guilt trips when you ARE in the worng.

Your friends SHOULD be more important than hookups... hell I'll even go as far to say more important than a girlfriend or boyfriend. When you basically side with someone talkin shit on your friend most of the time you'll be down one friend... maybe two or three once your friends find out you're playing the shallow bitch.

Don't expect people to come to you when YOU fuck up...... It shouldn't take another person getting thrown into the situation and telling you people are mad at you for you to realize that people are pissed with you.

Now I know I am singling oout the Masque and by no means is this directed towards the group as a whole, but shit like this never happens on the lacrosse team, and that's because we don't act like little pussies about shit. we settle are issues when they come up. Maybe some people show spend a day with the team and learn how to act as somewhat civilized people.

Later Dayz
Oh btw I'm loving the time I get to spend with the girlfriend.... it might just be me, but I don't think this one's just for ass.

It's Been A Long Long Time.......

I understand it's been wayyyyyyyyy too long since my last post, so this is just to catch everyone up on life. So here it goes............. classes are boring as hell, since my business classes all sound like what I learned over the summer in my job. Seeing everyone again at parties, the Masque table, and classes is great.

Here's the most important stuff..... I am going out with Kaitlin Bonner now. We hooked up at a party and a few days later everyone knew we were going out thanks to creepy-ass facebook. I'm super happy with things, it's been such a blast so far. The scariest thing so far though has to be the fact that Gwen Mike and Joe forced me to audition for the musical, Jekyll and Hyde. The idea of getting up infront of people and singing scared the shit out of me and they all knew it. I think that's why I wanted to do it, to conquer a fear, and also it was for Gwen, who made me promise that I would audition for a show again after Red Herring. Let me say that it was the BEST thing I could have ever done. I got to work for days with Joe on helping me not suck. I guess it worked cuz I actually got a part. Auditions made me so nervous, but the acting part I actually used Joe's advice... become someone else, so I became Joe. As odd as it seems it made sense for me. He told me he would freak if he was on stage not in character and I have only seen him be this amazing actor on the DVD's, so that's all I can picture him as. I decided if I could be Joe fir that audition, I would be fine. Gwen said I did well with the acting part, so I was real glad about that. The song didn't go over so well, or so I thought. I knew I could hit the ntes, but I just got screwed over by my nerves. I could have gone with the easier song, but I was afraid it wouldn't make me stand out as much. I was a bit upset after I was done just cuz I knew I could have done better. The list went up and I was outside standing with Mike and Gwen. I figured I didn't make it cuz of the song, but when Gwen looked at me and said she was proud of me just for auditioning, I didn't care if I made it. We went in and saw my name on the list and I didn't know how to react, but to go over to Gwen and hug her. When we left I was talking with Mike and he said he was proud that I decided to step up and try the song I did and that even though I thought it was bad it wasn't. He said I was hitting notes he was and even if it was bull, it didn't matter cuz it meant so much that he was proud and believed in me so much. The next day Joe Gwen Jo Anna and I were at LA to celebrate with the family. Joe brought out a bottle of champagne. I had such a blast that night. I feel like Joe and I have become so close lately and the same goes for Jo Anna. Gwen, well I couldn't love a person more than I do her. I owe her so much for pushing me to do this.

Ok well that's a lot on like two days and I know I left stuff out, but I promise to try and keep it updated for you guys from now on.

Later Dayz