"Hey There! You With The Stars In Your Eyes"

so i have had an amazing last three days. things seem like they cant get much better. it's actually quite amazing and quite timely, if i say so myself seeing as i was living in my car like a month ago.

so saturday, as im sure u all remember from my forever long swoon entry, i went to go see Awesome 80's Prom. i don't know wat it was about the show, but i walked away from it with this swagger that i didn't have before. silly i know but really needed.

sunday i decided to go to the pool and hang out. of course because im lucky enough to be irish i burned within the first hour of being there, but i got some much needed color, even if it was pink. when i got home costello and i were talkin and he was like dude go for it with the girl so i decided i would. i mean really, why not? it's not like i'm goin to see her more than one more time in the next six months. he was right. who knew worst thing that would happen is that i dont get any further than where i already was. so i decided id message her on myspace with a little help from c-unit (i know it sounds sortta sketchy, but i didnt end up seemin that way). this is something that i normally would never have done because i would be too afraid to. i attribute this to the show. again i don't know exactly why, but it did something amazing to me. now i never really expected anything to come of this so there really was no feelings of doubt clouding the fun of it all. she messaged me back askin what i had planned for the 4th so i said nothing too exciting, probably just hanging out in the city and then asked her if she had anything fun planned. she never got back to me, but that's fine because in the end i did something totally out there that put myself on the line. the masque also helped me do this because every single person in the masque has played some part in breaking me out of the shell i was enclosed in when i first came to lasalle.

Today i actually went to vist the old camp i used to work at to say hi to people and also well... hustle some of the guys in basketball. the gym was locked up early so the janitor could go on vacation right away so we never finished the game. the best thing though is i began to pick up on if a girl there was giving off any kind of signals, which is unheard of for me. i also got to play in a charity basketball game. it was so much fun. we raised $200 for every game we won. all the money went to cancer research. we ended up winning 15 games in a row before the people asked us to step off teh court so others could raise money. we walked away 4 hrs later having raised $3000. it was such a great feeling. it just added to the wonderfullness (if that is even a word) that began to began to hit me. i also went to go see fireworks today with sara steph steve and hannah. it was nice to be able to hang out with them again.

so as a quick wrap up: i am feeling the best i've felt in a long LONG time and i am loving it

Later Dayz