All The Odds Are In My Favor, Somethings Bound To Begin, It's Got To Happen, Happen Sometime
So here it is, my third post in two days. Between the stay at the hotel and drive home from the airport I noticed something. All of the fifteen year old kids and seventy-five year old peple had either a) relationships or b) more "game" than I have. There were also the not so great looking guys with the beautiful girlfriends or wives. Don't get me wrong, this isn't a wallow in self pity post, but rather it's a post that has to do with the title. All I couold think about, besides "wow i can't get a girl lately," was that there had to be something just waiting around the corner, ready to jump out and smack me in the face. By all means I'm 10000 times more confident in myself then I was four months ago. I figure I'm relatively ok looking (I know TOOT TOOT), but if these guys can get such pretty girls, I should be able to also. There is no reason for old people to be getting more action than I am though. That is just plain wrong. Anyway, I just found it odd that after all this time I have never been able to hold onto any kind of relationship I've ever had. Granted most have been my fault for ending, and I am more than fine with that. I'll take full blame for it, but what I don't get is that when I really want something and I get it, I don't want it anymore, but when I dont' get it, I just want it more and more. I understand that's just human nature, so I'm not going to try and fight it, but it's also that I think I'm afraid that something real could happen (I know what you're thinking "typical guy afraid to commit"). It's not like that though, I just a) want to get what I am looking for and b) DON'T WANT TO MISS OUT ON SOMETHING AMAZING because I decided to be dumb about it. Basically, it comes down to me asking "why them and not me?", which hopefully soon I won't have to ask anymore, but I'm not going to worry about that. I just found it very funny that all these old people get more than I do.
Later Dayz
posted by George @ 9:54 PM
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4 Comments:
the reason i didn't mention that i was going to new york is that it all happened in the last like, 3 days. and you were in florida for the time i was in new york. i would have liked to have seen you, but this is what suited will and i, so i had to do it then.
avenue q tickets for the mezzenine (the cheap, but completely fine seats) were 46.50...which is remarkably good for a show. see it. now. you'll love it.
megs
i agree w/ your whole post basically.
If you get something and then suddenly don't want it anymore, then I feel like it wasn't meant to be in the first place. You'll know it's for real when you get what/who you want, and then still want them.
Me, I have the 4 month curse. Well, had. For the longest time, in high school and all, I'd date someone and then by the 4th month I'd be bored and break up with them. I'm such a bitch. But hey, I think I'm over that now, so that's good!
Chin up, dude. It's gonna happen. <3
I've been having the "when is it my turn?!" blues recently as well. It seems like the majority of people I know are dating someone. Even the ones who just got out of big relationships are dating new people, and part of me is screaming "why do they get another chance before I even get ONE? It should be MY turn now!" But, I also have recently come to a realization. Basically, what your title said, its gotta happen sometime, and it will. All you can do really is have faith. And in the meantime, why spend your single time (which you'll miss when you're old and married and tied down) waiting around for someone? Just live your life to its fullest, have a blast, do what you enjoy doing, and you'll meet someone before you know it. :)
<3 Kate
P.S. talk to me and I'll tell you about the CT dream
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