"Dazed And Confused"

I am sooooo f&^%in lost. i mind as well have been spun around in circles and dropped in the middle of asia. idk why i used asia, but it works. so many things have been goin down lately and im not sure how to deal. i mean im dealing dont get me wrong, but i dont know if im dealin with it the right way. its nothing to serious just enough to make me feel it, let me know its there, doesnt let me forget it either. im lucky though i have a great group of people who are more than willing to let me bitch to them about it and they never complain. i love them for that. i wish i could return the favor to them. you guys knwo who you are. things are bound to get better though because now i have work to take my mind off things and jersey will be a gift from god. i need a break from my normal rutine. i need to have an escape from reality even if it's just a weekend, because a weekend with pam can cure anything. the weeks following..... well we'll see how it goes. things wont get worse before they get better though that im sure of. i wont let it. so i gave some advice tonight and i said that you just had to go with it and deal with the bad stuff cuz it is outweighed by the good...... i wish i could believe that myself. ive also found out today that people who you would never expect may say things about others that they trash on them for and yet that person can do the exact same thing and not even notice it. idk im not a fan of that. anyways its gettin late and for once i have to get up early for work...... finally woo hoo. so work at the moving company 8am-5pm and then abercrombie from 6pm-10pm

Later Dayz